me & again

she came back (again) + no explanation given (again) + no explanation asked + guess she wanted somebody to listen to + don't know if history will repeat itself (again) + don't know if I'm ready to ride the rollercoaster (again) + but I do know this one + in times like this + I need to be there for her + I need to keep telling her it's His way of showing love + though i'd be left in the fog (again)

~keep doing istikharah...asking to be sure of my feelings for her~