bestnyierrr dey-drimin'...wohohoho
late again to the ofiss..didn't punch my card, saje je..nak kena laie la tu ngan HR (ngeh3). dunno why, just felt like not going early. continuously breaking appointment wif Him, astaghfirullahh..as a result of dat hv this feeling i'm gonna have a lousy day today. arrived almost 9, look out for K.ija for the Sudan's brochure..can't seems to find her anywere. huh! wats dis all poeple hurrying up to the seminar room? uh-oh, annual briefing! today?! yaikss..totally forgot about dat. kept my bag at A. Pian's, went to check email first to see if there's more news on FLM tu..hurm, not so. okess..just reply/fwd the necessary one..9.45 baru proceed to e seminar room. Mr Ho was in the middle of something, about PMTSB's history i guess..e pics quite intresting. after dat darkness kept swarming my world..hohoho, telebey paham ;p
tea break! yeyy! aiyoo..long q some more..waited while hvg little conversation wif chief & en. ayob. saw her in the line..hurm, cik resaksa..cik resaksa..dunno wat to do wif u. felt like just me who's showing e intrest. cam desprado lak..of all e girls i've met after macik, ur e 1st person dat i confess my feeling to. not even to kakda-e person dat e'one tot wud heal my heart (even my parent too, ahah). u see cik resakse, men is full wif egoism..and realizing dat too much of it wud be bad, i took e first step. but e second steps should come from u. it'd b cripple to only walk wif one leg. we both know dat i'm a logical person when it comes to love. i've certain criteria dat i look up for a woman-of-my-life, and i know it's almost impossible to find the perfect one like i dream of. for dat reason i'm training mysef to be more tolerate, yola i'm also not perfect wattt..
all i'm asking is for you to be truthful to me. if ur already happey wif dat Japp guy, then pls say so. dis i've mentioned inside e card rite? before unnecessary thingy started to blossom, before i started to include u in my dreams, before i ponkius again..just pls.. don't let me hurt mysef again.
hurm..hati x tenteram. byk dosa. badly need someone to hug my heart..listen to it..telling i can do it again. cik resakse..wish ur e person, but seems like..i'm day-dreamin..huhu ;p
tea break! yeyy! aiyoo..long q some more..waited while hvg little conversation wif chief & en. ayob. saw her in the line..hurm, cik resaksa..cik resaksa..dunno wat to do wif u. felt like just me who's showing e intrest. cam desprado lak..of all e girls i've met after macik, ur e 1st person dat i confess my feeling to. not even to kakda-e person dat e'one tot wud heal my heart (even my parent too, ahah). u see cik resakse, men is full wif egoism..and realizing dat too much of it wud be bad, i took e first step. but e second steps should come from u. it'd b cripple to only walk wif one leg. we both know dat i'm a logical person when it comes to love. i've certain criteria dat i look up for a woman-of-my-life, and i know it's almost impossible to find the perfect one like i dream of. for dat reason i'm training mysef to be more tolerate, yola i'm also not perfect wattt..
all i'm asking is for you to be truthful to me. if ur already happey wif dat Japp guy, then pls say so. dis i've mentioned inside e card rite? before unnecessary thingy started to blossom, before i started to include u in my dreams, before i ponkius again..just pls.. don't let me hurt mysef again.
hurm..hati x tenteram. byk dosa. badly need someone to hug my heart..listen to it..telling i can do it again. cik resakse..wish ur e person, but seems like..i'm day-dreamin..huhu ;p
posted by bean_beh @ 2:51 PM
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